She never ceases to amaze me

Something beautiful is seen each passing day with this woman. Something undeniably elegant, something that truly amazes me each day. It is the heart of a woman who cares, who loves, who truly commits herself to her family, her husband. A woman who sees no boundaries to love, a woman who feels pain and suffers hurt, but is destined to keep moving forward. She is truly amazing and this person is my wife, Boni.



I have longed to find someone with natural beauty inside and out, I cherish each day with her knowing I am fulfilled in many ways. Her endearing qualities surpass my expectations and for that, I am forever grateful to the lord for making our paths cross despite how it did come around. She is there, now, with me and she never ceases to amaze me.





She makes everyone smile. Last Halloween, she made goodies for our children that were brought to school to share. It was my first time to bring something to Wade as that is not something usually done on my part. I was overwhelmed with feelings that are difficult to describe, yet I know it meant the world to me. She made him smile even though she wasn't there to see his joy and happiness. you cannot purchase such love as genuine as what she puts out and in return, I love her the same way if not more.

Its Just Feelings...

Feelings are neither right or wrong, its the actions that define whether its the right or wrong, its the choice made to act - Thats it!

I have sensed something that depressed me, but nothing that I could have done anything to prevent it, yet, it bothers me deeply. People's actions and words have a  significant impact on people themselves, let alone we don't feel it right away, sometimes, but its there.

Now I am telling myself to get out of this rut and start looking at the more positive things in life. Time to do so, no time to waste...

Way too long!

Yes, it's been way too long since I've last posted. It has been a months in progress and turning of events that have defined the company - BISON Relations.

It's relentless demands and innovative means to placing our mark, a niche in which we have built is now on its way - alive and breathing.

Nevertheless, I should have not undermined my blog. For months I have thought about getting on and placing an update, but realistically, I was challenged. Two magazines  and many projects later, I am back!

Mothers Day for a Special Someone... Love Letter

Dearest Honey:

Another year comes before us as we had recently celebrated our anniversary, but today marks you holiday, your special day, your mothers day in our home and in our hearts.

You are the rock that holds us in place, you endure all emotions, you have shown us ways to love more and for that I am sure the children and I are forever grateful.  The life we share has its up and downs, but that's our life together, the more we share with each other, the more I can't live without you. You see, at any day of the year, I celebrate my love for you and on this day-Mothers Day- the world celebrates for you too.

Your qualities as a woman, a mother is the wow factor! I only saw this more as my life with you pushes day by day and I am more impressed with who I have in my life to love. You are beautiful all around and from me, you take my every breath.

Boni, honey, love, friend, partner, I love you. Happy Mothers Day baby!

Love your hubby,

Wayne

NMI ET - Online commentators become critics of life, justice, economy, politics...

Entertainment tonight from the CNMI captures yet another headline story featuring the NMI leaders, the business person of the year, rapist/sex offenders released at minimal charges and of the course, government in shambles: asserting a trim down government- payless paydays!

To the critic, its perfectly fine to become the critic you are, but one must consider what have you done to make change in the CNMI? What have you contributed to sit idle in the comfort of your office chair or home and dictate or judge others actions. Lets take a look at the Marine Monument. At one point everyone thought of the project as opportunity, the lawmakers were being Shepperd in to believe its good considering an approval was necessary, but not that you think of, I for one am glad it took the course it did. More time was allotted to think about the issue, I am not saying I am against the monument, but I realize that the lawmakers had a point to make, had an issue to be thought out and sure enough there were more issues than one. Nevertheless, the negotiation was needed to get our statement across, Thanks to Angelo and Laurie and everyone else as well our lawmakers for ensuring that we did not just lose everything, but at least something to gain.

Today we have a monument, etched in the books of Congress, whats next?  Then you have the inflated government, I don't disagree with the comments that get in stating the government is fat and needs to be trimmed, but where would you start? I wonder if those critics are working for the government and whether they realize what could possibly happen to their employment if any. Can the private sector pull the weight of 4K plus employees? I don't think so. This is ir rational if the lawmakers think that the private can absorb such.

Food stamps, Lehap, HUD funds, there's so much out there. Alright, so the news is news, the reporting are either factual, opinionated or possibly baseless (yup, the worst news). Then again, the critics are horrid with some of their online comments.  I believe in speaking freely, I believe in choices, but to degrade and place showmanship of what you feel you know versus that of any actions, in my opinion is hypocritical.

I don't know why I wrote this, but I think its has been weeks from reading online comments on the Variety that has got me feeling disgusted by some comments.  Everyone seems to be a theorist, a know it all, scientist if you will.